This weekend we took new family photos. I'm not going to lie, we felt anxious about them - our first family pictures without Gwendolyn. But we wanted to commemorate Eleanora's birthday and we knew we needed to push ourselves to do with Eleanora the things we did when Gwendolyn was her age.... Read More >>
This week our little Eleanora turns two. TWO.
Two years go so quickly. Six months does as well.
Many have asked how Eleanora is doing since Gwendolyn passed away. The short answer is...Read More >>
We posted these things on social media over the last few weeks. The holidays have been very hard this year - though there has been gratitude in them and some meaningful signs from our special girl too. I want to post our thoughts here to remember how we processed our grief or worked at finding...Read More >>
This sweet little face. These bright piercing eyes. Those delicate little hands reaching out to touch and feel the world.
I'm struggling right now. I knew the holidays would be hard and that grief would ebb and flow. But it is flowing fiercely and I'm suffocating in this season. I don't feel...Read More >>
Hi Buttercup. It's Mommy.
I miss you. I know you know that. I miss your sounds and your playfulness and your sweet affection. I miss your big soulful eyes and your tapping fingers. I miss our life with you.
But, lately I pretend. I pretend you are still here. That you are at school having...Read More >>